queasymodo

how i learned to stop bombing and love the worry

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first graduating class ever at my university, back when montclair state university was nj state normal school at montclair. way to go, gals. (and that one guy in the picture.)

first graduating class ever at my university, back when montclair state university was nj state normal school at montclair. way to go, gals. (and that one guy in the picture.)

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got my appointment for and MRI and the neurologist to see if there isn’t something else we could try for my chronic migraine. this leads to my two all-consuming fears right now:

1) they will tell me nothing is wrong

2) they will find something is really badly wrong and i will need to shave my head and get surgery and still die 

mostly i’m afraid they’ll say “nothing is wrong you’re lying” because i’m not. i’m not lying. i am so terrified that they’ll tell me to ignore it.

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okay no more mspillow pets you either seized your opportunity and got one or missed it.